May 13, 2025-- Sociology or whatever

 In another life I might be an anthropologist. I find it fascinating how people operate. Some staff here will get raging mad at a woman who is badgering the staff or at two people in a physical fight or at someone laying on the floor before 10 pm or at someone who refuses to shower or tries to come in after being thrown out or keeps using or drinking in the building n denying it. Then that same person will be like telling us she loves us all n notifying us that the coffee is brewed n being really helpful about directing us to the right person for whatever n offering blankets to people who didn't bring bedding when they came here.

There are women who are hot n cold and hypocrites who want others to be quiet but then they themselves get in a loud physical fight over who gets to sleep under what table or who touched whose storage bin or who won't move their excess stuff so that others can access their bins.

There are those few nerds who are only acting intelligent but really are just acting. It is all in the "intellectual" subject matter and the superficial politeness. But intelligence is not a subject or a method... It is how thoroughly n how deep you dig into something... Anything.... n get to the bottom of it without letting your baggage or anyone else's cloud your judgment. It is an attitude. An attitude these ones lack more than some others who are less so called intellectual. And I saw that when the so called brainy crowd I used to talk to started swallowing lies their acquaintance Ms. Persecution Complex tells them about people n kissing up to her.

There is my friend who avoids me until she wants to tell me she just ordered the book I was reading that I told her about and might need my help understanding it.

There is the quiet crowd at my table. One sleeps all day with her head on the table n one exercises or does yoga alone in place behind her chair all day or stands there all day talking to people no one else sees or hears. The 3 of us tend to share candy n chocolate n coffee creamers n snacks a lot with each other for some reason.

We can call some of the above stuff hypocrisy or we can call it humanity.