May 14, 2025-- Hypocrisy haven

 Hypocrisy abounds! The group of girls that turned on me n yelled at me angrily n meanly but with a kind of internal smirk (one of them) or with blind misplaced loyalty to their group (another girl) for talking on the phone "too loud" at the next table often have their music blasting at their own table. I dont mind the music of course... I mind the hypocrisy.

Then the girl who self righteously told me to be quiet n lied n said they had warned me before nicely when they hadnt at all was on the phone for at least an hour while everyone was trying to sleep... Way worse in my opinion! Again, it is the hypocrisy that I mind. And tho I was talking about things including problems on the phone n that is normal, they lambasted me for that, yet she was talking about problems among her stuff too n no one told HER off. When I held up my hand while on my phone as if to say "Leave me alone cuz Im busy," the one with the internal smirk despite her supposedly serious demeanor got all mad at me for that as tho I was trying to erase her existence by holding up my hand. When I told the person I was talking to on the phone to hang on cuz people were giving me shit n picking on me, they all exploded angrily (being way louder than I was) like I was evil n picking on them n trying to turn it on them or blame them.

Which it looks like at first. But keep in mind their hypocrisy as proof that that is not what is going on. They talk negative all the time but about people HERE, which is way worse than hearing someone talk on the phone about their own business. They say my problems are none of their business but if they are so good at minding their own shit then why do they talk the way they do about others??