Okaaaaay.

I thought he was just a bit of a coward so I posted this:

Integrity is being yourself and showing up for yourself and the people who love your real self and doing so to the point where you are okay with people who will never be your best friend anyway thinking you're an absolute garbage human being for being yourself unapologetically and being with your real people unapologetically.

 Integrity is not caring if the rest of the world sees you as a piece of shit for loving and standing up for and staying with who you love.

But then I heard more and posted this:

Whoa. I am hearing some juicy shit about my ex-husband that is just disgusting me about him now. Maybe I was utterly wrong about his intentions and him having only good intentions. If he spread the rumors himself n they're false then that just confirms it and if they're true then that confirms it too. Maybe this was the answer to my prayers tho not in the way I expected or wanted. Seems he's the philanderer some of my friends always thought he was.

He either ditched one woman or is cheating on her (or she left him, perhaps after realizing what he is... so she's way smarter than me), and is now with another one n apparently using her bad situation to his advantage.

I wonder if this is the answer to the prayer I asked an acquaintance of mine, Lainie, to say for me cuz her prayers seem to be really powerful.

I see it as evidence I need not bother with or about my ex husband any more.

He probly wasn't my twin flame but another karmic. I'm of course not perfect n I of course make mistakes, but I wouldn't have cheated or abandoned him or flipped the script ever, so we're not the same.