Post about old dropin that I hadn't posted yet-- Old Habits Die Hard

Being passive: "I'm a POS because of me."  For me, being timid, my habits born of social anxiety, sometimes die really hard for me. I hate it sometimes because it makes me look either stupid, cowardly or both. 

Feeling aggressive: "You're a POS because of you." Or "I'm a POS because of you." Or the other way, being offended by shit that should go over my head, but I'm scared to let it go over my head for fear I be seen as stupid or actually BECOME stupid from lack of brain use.

Passive aggressive: "You're a POS because of me." When all this leads to misanthropy. We don't want to go there, but we need to feel our feelings in order to know they're not what we want. Because we are feeling them anyway, whether we admit or explain or express them or not. And we cannot change what we don't acknowledge. 


Assertiveness: "Nobody's a POS." I wish I had more of this. 

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